A Simple Tag

Hmm actually Dila didn't tag me, but since I haven't updated the blog for ages, and I never done this tag thing, so I figured what the hell.

ARAHAN :
+BOLD the statements that ARE true to you.
+ITALICIZE the statements that you WISH were true.
+Leave the fibs alone.
+Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.

•170cm tall.
•I don’t know what I want at the moment.
•I’m not happy.
•I hate my friends.
•I hate my life.
•I hate my grades.
•I can drive.
•I’m bored of driving.
•I love dancing.
•I go clubbing every week.
•Shopping is bullshit.
•I have a tattoo of a star.
•I got my navel pierced.
•I have friends that take drugs.
•90% of my friends smoke.
•I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
•I'm studying Fashion.
•I have a business running.
•I hate cartoons.
•I hate someone.
•I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
•I buy CLEO every month.
•My parents don’t know about my blog.
•I have an iPod.
•I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
•My school mates know about my FB.
•I wanted to be a fashion designer.
•I love rock emo bands.
•I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
•My parents have faith in me.
•I’ve bought shoes this month.
•A blogger bitched about me before.
•I hate sports.
•I heart Italian food.
•I hate meeting new people.
•I hate nail polish.
•The mother bear gives me hugs.
•People should start appreciating me.
•High school was the worst time of my life.
•I have red hair.
•One Utama is my second home.
•I’m a guy.
•I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.
•I hate vacations.
•We’ll last :)
•I believe in long distance relationships.
•I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
•I’ve robbed an old lady.
•I’m starting to like applying make-up.
•I was a tomboy.
•At times I think I still am a tomboy.
•I love bitching about people behind their backs
•I still have a best friend.
•I have a cat.
•I hate surprise parties.
•I hate planning parties.
•I’m hot
•I’m a sinner.
•I’ve got a DS light.
•I have a Wii.
•I cant live without music.
•Video games are a waste of time.
•I miss the father bear.
•I love being in love.
•I know how to cook.
•Boys are assholes.
•I hate Math.
•I’m happy with what I have.
•I love horror films.
•I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
•My old friends keep in touch with me.
•I don't read newspapers.
•The news is such a waste of time.
•Blogging is a waste of time.
•I hate animals.
•I can't live without make-up
•I curse like a pirate.
•I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
•I hate people that are smart.
•I love Orange juice.
•I can’t drink for nuts.
•I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
•I’ve got a new phone.
•I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
•I love swimming.
•I haven’t worked out since March.
•I think I’m fat
•I love my friends and family

Who am I gonna tag?
1. My other half. Definitely. No excuses.
2. Hmm bahh. Nobody read my blog anyway, so who bother? If u got nothing to update so this might be an option.

Invictus

I watched it yesterday. The reason? Because it was directed by Clint Eastwood. I love anything with Eastwood inside it, regardless he is the actor or he directed. I knew he is great as an actor, but who can imagine he is also excellent when as a director. I remembered Angelina Jolie used to quote on him, that his method of directing is interesting, he allowed the actor and actress to express feeling in their own way, and nevertheless she love to do any job that involve Eastwood in the future. And so far I love all the movie that he directed, Mystic River, Million Dollar Baby, Letter from Iwo Jima, Gran Torino and his latest masterpiece, Invictus.

Morgan Freeman sure did one hell of a job as Nelson Mandela, as I swear to God I thought I was watching Mandela himself in the movie. It is comparable to Forest Whitaker as Idi Amin in The Last King of Scotland. Matt Damon on the other hand is, hmm.. just so so. I don't think he deserve the Oscar nomination. But as a whole, I think this movie is brilliant as I haven't had a good movie in quite sometimes now. Ermm I watched Up in the Air also last week and George Clooney is overrated. But good movie though.

But what I want to relate here is how Mandela used rugby to unite his people. Well if you must know, sports unite people my friend. And I relate this with racism issues in our own country. We should have realize by now that the tension has grown, we shouldn't wait until it reach it peaks and the tension broke. The way I see it, sports can do the job to cool it down. You just imagine if our boys qualified for the World Cup, the whole nation will unite behind them. And I saw this when we hosted Commenwealth Games in 1998, the whole nation united although there were political tension occur at the same time.

Now the World Cup is just around the corner. South Africa has been criticized for their high crime rate, and visitors doesn't feel quite save if they want to come and watch. And I send this message to South African; for God sake, for the love of the game, please host one hell of a show to us.

Jiwang!

Forgive me my fellow readers, for I'm such in a jiwang mode right now. I know, as a goth death metal fan, who have a stone as a heart and say "love is evil", I should've not write this kind of entry. But what can I say, she melted my heart like an ice being melted on a frying pan, and there goes all my mottos and philosophies to not fall in love again. And knowing the risk for writing such entry, I say, what the hell.

The only thing that I hate about her is that, she always did something romantic to me. I hate it because I'm the one who suppose to be romantic, not her! Well not really hate as what hate means though.

And writing this, while my mind keep flying around thinking of her. And I miss her so much, never cross in my mind that I can still feel it.

Oh God, what am I going to do?

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I'm back!

Okay you have to say it like Arnold Schwarzenegger, "I'm back!"

Cut the crap already. I was away for 2 weeks to Shenzhen, China on a training. Well you can say it was an interesting journey since it is my first time journey on an airplane. I know, it's lame right? Your first ride on an airplane when you were 30 and on Air Asia to be precise! I want to blog about it but sucks the China government blocked blogspot totally, (or maybe the hotel blocked it I'm not really sure), and I intended to blog it like Dila's travel diary but to be frank I didn't read it myself hehe. So maybe later, just a synopsis of it.

On a side note, I watched Arsenal vs Chelsea game and we lost 0 - 2. Urghh it is easy nowadays to beat Arsenal. Counter attack is the real weapon against Arsenal, since their defense loves to go up, plus William Gallas as the last man is just too damn slow to counter the paces of the likes Drogba and Rooney. Plus, the Gunners doesn't have any striker fast enough to overcome the opponent defenses. Ahhh I miss the day when counter attack is Arsenal weapon against any team. Give the ball to Henry and he will outrun the defenses and then either he scored or assisted. Damn. Those were the days.

Hmm it is 3 o'clock in the morning, and I miss somebody terribly now. I know, its kinda funny since I forgot already how does it feel to be missing someone, and never imagine in my mind that I can still feel it, she really make my day.

Alright, I need to get some sleep. But wait! I'm working right now! Ahh pedulik. Haha.

In Respond to a Silk Letter Sent to Me

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Well, nothing came up to my mind now. And I know, somebody will laugh at me because of this entry, but I'll write anyway, in respond to something that so sweet, I feel like licking it up every chances that I have.

Anyway, hope you will enjoy your trip with your Goldilocks friend of yours, and be a good girl okay :p. And take pictures please, tell me stories that make you happy, or even sad, and you know u can always have my shoulders to cry on :).

And thanks for your tips, which come in handy especially the view of skirts part :p.

Btw & fyi, Shenzhen is not that cold. During this time the temperature will be around 16C, which is not even close to enough to create snow for me :p.

Can't hardly wait to see you when I come back within 2 weeks time.

(I was thinking to write u a poem, but my english not as good as yours, and I can't even think of anything at this 02:30 am time. Will write later :))

Good deeds overwrite wrong doings? Hell yeahh!!

Rage!!!!! I read this from Harian Metro,

"Filem ini mengubah persepsi masyarakat terhadap Mat Rempit yang suka berlumba haram, tetapi mereka sebenarnya masih mempunyai nilai positif dalam diri."

Wait a sec. Does this mean if a Mat Rempit help a granny crossing a road, and then he go rempit, he is actually is a good guy and there is nothing wrong with him rempiting around because he helped a granny crossing a road? Or, maybe a Mat Rempit actually is a good guy, the problem actually is us, we never tried to understand them? Or maybe if a Mat Rempit help a poor granny crossing a road, and then he go rempit, it is still wrong but he actually is a good guy, and we shouldn't punish them, instead we should build a race track for them so they can rempit safely?And then how about thieves? Should we build a place, specifically and specially for them so they can steal all they want, and didn't go to other people's home and steal from them, shouldn't we? Because like a Mat Rempit, there are still good values in a thief. And how about a drug addict? Don't they have a good values in them themselves?

Well that's awesome! We can go kill people, steal from others, but if we have good values or perhaps we did something good like save a ladybug from being eaten by a frog, people should never look down to us because we have some good values in us. Isn't that awesome?

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Confession of An Older Brother

The melancholy series will have to wait.

It was almost a year ago when my little brother told us he is getting married. And I felt, a little bit sad but mostly happy and proud of him. My little brother is getting married!

And that was a year ago. Last weekend we went to Jerantut, Pahang for the final ceremony. It went fast. With only one lafaz it is confirmed that my brother now belong to somebody else. When I hugged him after that, I couldn't help myself from crying. I confess, I cried like a sissy girl.

Me and my brother, we shared a lot of things. We shared the same bedroom, we smoke the same cigarettes, we support the same football club, we have the same craze on hongkie comics. He bought a new sandals and I thought it was cool and then I bought the same sandals with different colors. When my bike broke down in the middle of nowhere, he is the first person will be in my mind, and the same goes to him. His friends are my friends. And although there were 2 years gap between us, most people will mistakenly took us as a twin. We were that close.

It was 6 pm, and as usual I was lying on the couch watching tv, supposedly during this time he will be home from work. And I waited, before then I realized he will not be coming home again, ever. And I walked to my room, it is a little bit quieter without him around. I guess, I just miss my brother.

I felt just like I lost him, but I know, I lost him for a better cause. And I wishing nothing other than their happiness, forever. Be happy my brother, my best friend, for now you are the king of the world.